really i want the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

autonomy of learning

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

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It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its performative

division of reality is straying away from it

Rain, starting

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we want to live the knowledge too live the content

as in

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


Thank you, Jack


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

you cannot feed someone truth