wait what is that

it is hopeful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I am below everything.

currently

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Rain, starting

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really." 
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not their contents

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

Worse Lift

lol yea

"Put a blanket."

Picture

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yeah

ahnaf abrar

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

we can only engage in such a way