I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
you have a beautiful account btw
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Lift Analysis
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
i really havent
was it worth it
but really the thing should be autonomous