somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

autonomy of learning

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i see a website

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

but really the thing should be autonomous

Today I felt like starting

Worse Lift

It Will Get Lighter

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Rain, starting

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

plato

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

idk

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

was it worth it

magnetisation/form

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i have read not even 1 book

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

propensity within someone

isaac

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models