it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

no longer writing in the third person

propensity within someone

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Picture

we can only engage in such a way

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift

as in

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

all that is to say

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Style

I am below everything.