a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

in a post. I want to be remembered

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

so an active mazelike process

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

not their contents

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

have you read

Rain, starting

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

it is hopeful

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

all that is to say

autonomy of learning

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.