nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

December 2025

i really havent

what do you think my name is

Lift Analysis

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf abrar

you cannot feed someone truth

i love it here

and the fake qualifier

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Slug

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah

propensity within someone

i want to do that too

i really havent

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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