Can I see

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

autonomy of learning

currently

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

so at the end

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

no like which do people call me

what do you think my name is

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

It Will Get Lighter

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

really i want the internet

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

much more tactility