the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

13, H, grate

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Worse Lift

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

as in

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17