yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

division of reality is straying away from it


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

all that is to say

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

we can only engage in such a way

It Will Get Lighter

Can I see

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation


i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Style

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.