Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
like first name
have you read
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
god being the centre magnet
in a post. I want to be remembered
isaac
its good short few pages
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
which magnetises chains of pins
sorry i am texting like a slav
i have read not even 1 book
i want to do that too
so an active mazelike process
i love it here
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
what do you mean
autonomy of learning
we need to be deconstructing our identities
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