This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Thank you, Jack

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

propensity within someone

It Will Get Lighter

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Rain, starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

sorry i am texting like a slav

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

what do you think my name is

and the fake qualifier

i have read not even 1 book