you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

not their contents

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

so the method has to be autonomous

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Worse Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

brb i will read and reply sincerely

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note. 
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you have a beautiful account btw

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

not so on: yvf(wthw)

I Write Goodbye Letter

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

It Will Get Lighter

no i haven't really read anything

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it