the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

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yes

really i want the internet

"Put a blanket."

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i understand

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

was it worth it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

or never left

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

yeah

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

you have a beautiful account btw

Thank you, Jack