i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

I Write Goodbye Letter

December 2025

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

and the fake qualifier

i really havent

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

ahnaf abrar

wait what is that

It Will Get Lighter


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

hiding from the rain

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Slug

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

what do you think my name is

i see a website

Better Lift