Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the
dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh
meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
