I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so at the end

Today I felt like starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

autonomy of learning

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

i really havent

the site i am dreaming

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

and the fake qualifier

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

was it worth it