She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i really havent

not their contents

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

your feed looks like my tumblr

division of reality is straying away from it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

we can only engage in such a way

propensity within someone

so the method has to be autonomous

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

so at the end

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

and the fake qualifier

magnetisation/form

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


lol yea

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

yeah

It Will Get Lighter

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


send link

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

or never left