I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

Style

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos