the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
you have a beautiful account btw
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i love it here
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
ahnaf abrar
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
god being the centre magnet