It Will Get Lighter

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf abrar

lol

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

send your tumblr

it is hopeful

Rain, starting

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

so an active mazelike process

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

currently

no like which do people call me

what do you think my name is

plato

that looks like my instagram account

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

magnetises a pin

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

thank you