i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

13, H, grate

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Lift Analysis

"Put a blanket."
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i really havent

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

2 (actually index). two is company