After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

its good

Picture

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

        13       |
                |
                |
            H   |
                |
                |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
                |

i dont understand magnetisation

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

autonomy of learning

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

its good short few pages

i love it here

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

no longer writing in the third person

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

what do you think my name is

ion

you cannot feed someone truth

Style

no like which do people call me

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

no i haven't really read anything

or never left


idk

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation