and the fake qualifier

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

feel you

no like which do people call me

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

abrar?

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

propensity within someone

division of reality is straying away from it

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its good

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Thank you, Jack

i love it here

ahnaf abrar

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

but really the thing should be autonomous

autonomy of learning

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.