something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

abrar?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I am below everything.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

hiding from the rain

autonomy of learning

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

ion

as in

ahnaf abrar

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i want to do that too

was it worth it

i really havent

its good

lol

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

we need to be deconstructing our identities

and the fake qualifier

magnetises a pin

what do you think my name is