i see a website

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Slug

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

like first name

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

no like which do people call me

ahnaf abrar

i have read not even 1 book

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

you have a beautiful account btw

Worse Lift

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

but i respect your search

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.


its good

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24