with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


autonomy of learning

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Today I felt like starting


13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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FOUNDING DOCUMENT

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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

kind of mythopoesis

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Worse Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Can I see

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it