i have read not even 1 book

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

no like which do people call me

so the method has to be autonomous

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

abrar?

2 (actually index). two is company

magnetisation/form

you cannot feed someone truth

all that is to say

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its good short few pages

isaac newton

like first name

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

not their contents

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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sorry i am texting like a slav

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I am below everything.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."