a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful. 

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i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Rain, starting

Better Lift

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

in a post. I want to be remembered

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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magnetises a pin

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

but really the thing should be autonomous

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason