so at the end

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I am below everything.

It Will Get Lighter

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

hiding from the rain


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but i respect your search

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

it is hopeful