After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

and the fake qualifier

isaac newton

ahnaf abrar

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

was it worth it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its performative

Lift Analysis

so at the end

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

barren land

It Will Get Lighter

autonomy of learning

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bro i read nothing in my life

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i have read not even 1 book

in a post. I want to be remembered

It's

dusk

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then