with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Better Lift

sorry i am texting like a slav

we need to be deconstructing our identities

isaac newton

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

which magnetises chains of pins

i was tempted to lie about my name

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

but really the thing should be autonomous

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

as in

that looks like my instagram account

i love it here

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

magnetises a pin

its performative