we need to be deconstructing our identities

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

propensity within someone

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

not their contents

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Rain, starting

we can only engage in such a way

autonomy of learning

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

all that is to say

currently

much more tactility

yes

so at the end

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

it is hopeful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i see a website

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression