"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

like first name

ahnaf abrar

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

i want to do that too

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

no like which do people call me

and the fake qualifier

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the site i am dreaming

you cannot feed someone truth

was it worth it

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

bro i read nothing in my life

abrar?

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49