a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

autonomy of learning

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

propensity within someone

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


as in

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

feel you

and the fake qualifier

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

magnetisation/form

what do you think my name is

its good

no i haven't really read anything

plato

division of reality is straying away from it

i dont understand magnetisation

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i really havent

and the fake qualifier

is this you as well

ion

whats your name?


It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Rain, starting

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

sorry i am texting like a slav

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!