really i want the internet

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

it is hopeful

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

much more tactility

but i respect your search

we can only engage in such a way

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

all that is to say

Style

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


no longer writing in the third person

hello reader,


Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.