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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I Write Goodbye Letter

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

we can only engage in such a way

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

autonomy of learning

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

feel you

plato

i dont understand magnetisation

not their contents

magnetisation/form

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Picture

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

god being the centre magnet

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

isaac

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like magnets

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

thank you

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