Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

in a post. I want to be remembered

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


so the method has to be autonomous

that looks like my instagram account

ahnaf abrar

Rain, starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


like first name

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i want to do that too

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

really i want the internet

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i was tempted to lie about my name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i understand

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

and the fake qualifier

you have a beautiful account btw

lol

abrar?