you cannot feed someone truth

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i dont understand magnetisation

yeah

and the fake qualifier

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i love it here

we can only engage in such a way

lol yea

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

isaac

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

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confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

was it worth it

magnetisation/form


abrar?

It Will Get Lighter

like first name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wait what is that


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

no i haven't really read anything

this will be about a slug

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

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I Write Goodbye Letter

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

so at the end