the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

"Put a blanket."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Rain, starting

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

isaac newton

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

so an active mazelike process

its good

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i see a website

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

no longer writing in the third person

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I am below everything.