After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

division of reality is straying away from it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
this will be about a slug

the site i am dreaming

as in

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

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December 2025

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

idk

It Will Get Lighter

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

what do you mean

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

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