We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

sorry i am texting like a slav

plato

what do you think my name is

bro i read nothing in my life

plato

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

was it worth it

i was tempted to lie about my name

feel you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

hello reader,

not so on: yvf(wthw)

no i haven't really read anything

magnetises a pin

2 (actually index). two is company

It Will Get Lighter

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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brb i will read and reply sincerely