confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

no longer writing in the third person

IWGD

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

kind of mythopoesis

Thank you, Jack

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

but really the thing should be autonomous

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

ahnaf abrar

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate