but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Better Lift

yes

but i respect your search

hiding from the rain

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Rain, starting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

you cannot feed someone truth

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

that looks like my instagram account

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now