really i want the internet

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

lol

propensity within someone

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone truth

hiding from the rain

not their contents

so the method has to be autonomous

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i was tempted to lie about my name

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged