sorry i am texting like a slav

division of reality is straying away from it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we need to be deconstructing our identities

no like which do people call me

is this you as well

magnetisation/form

isaac

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

your feed looks like my tumblr

IWGD

magnetises a pin

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

abrar?

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models