but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Lift Analysis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Style

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but really the thing should be autonomous

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

it is hopeful

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

13, H, grate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

its good

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i want to do that too

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

no like which do people call me

which magnetises chains of pins

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

isaac newton

magnetises a pin