i really havent

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like first name

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

god being the centre magnet

whats your name?

as in

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

its performative

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i have read not even 1 book

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

IWGD

yes

magnetisation/form

It Will Get Lighter

is everyoneback on tumblr now

its good

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

so at the end

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

no i haven't really read anything

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

is this you as well

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i really havent