"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

It Will Get Lighter

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

no i haven't really read anything

so an active mazelike process

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i really havent

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

that looks like my instagram account

plato

i have read not even 1 book

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

hiding from the rain

is this you as well

ahnaf abrar

division of reality is straying away from it