with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

that looks like my instagram account

lol yea

no like which do people call me

feel you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

idk

It Will Get Lighter

like first name

barren land

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i really havent

yeah

i have read not even 1 book

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

was it worth it

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

send your tumblr

have you read

fw

i was tempted to lie about my name

IWGD

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59